Sweettarts

why do i have to keep having such good weekends????? I'm never gonna get any work done! hmmm... I don't remember what i did this past thursday, but it was good, friday (yesterday, but it seems like a while ago) was good, I went to Macon and found an awesome pair of shoes for $12.01!!!! they're black and pink, i <3 them. we found a dress for laura, it looks really good too, its realy pretty. We then went to battle of the bands, that was a load of fun, i hung out with Andrew, Laura, Tiffany, and Kelly for the most part. after that laura, tif and i went to walmart and goofed off for a while, more fun. then we went to laura's dorm and watched Butterfly Effect w/ andrew. I was the only person who had seen it before. I was really hoping it would have one of the alternate endings but it had the same ending as what i saw in theaters :( oh well its still good. I was there til like 3 or 3:30 i don't remember. it was just an overall good night. today was pretty good too. i was briefly awoken at 8am by my roommate, but it didn't phase me i was sleeping really lightly, i just went back to sleep. i actually got up at 12:30, worked on the math project w/ Lynn @3. I feel like she was doing most of the work, and i don't really like that, but I don't really know what i'm doing so i'm following along and learning. thats pretty much all I've done today, but the nights still young, and Who knows what its got in store...

On that note, SOOOO glad tomorrow isn't monday (for somereason today feels like sunday)

Pez

Wher do i begin? Its just been a really great day. well, after math that is, I hate that class. But in astronomy i got my test back and made a 90 on it and he hasn't even curved them yet (woo hoo) Lunch sucked but thats ok Saga made up for it at dinner. I had a nice 2.5 hour nap (which i so needed) Dinner was good (wings and a fry bar (tons of fried food and cheese and other things similar)) then i came back and sorta just hung out for a while. then i went out w/ andrew, we went to blackbird and listened to the singer and talked. hes really cool, i hope we can do it again some time. after i got back i talked to my best friend on the phone for like 2 to 2.5 hours. then i talked to laura for like a half hour to an hour. then i went and hung out w/ will and bunny and amy and erin and gyro. I've never really hung out with them before (well just will and gyro, i hang out w/ the others some) but it was fun. I played--no SUCKED at halo 2, but i don't really care i had fun. And Ashley isn't here so i have the room to myself, so i don't feel bad about having the lights on and making noise at 2:30 in the morning. And i'm really not tired but I'm gonna be in the morning and i do, sadly, have class in the morning. then its back to sleep or something i dunno yet, I told laura i'd go eat w/ her at 12:30 so i guess i prolly won't go back to sleep.

Ok, there is so much more i want to write, like how i lost my shoes and phone, and philip found them in his bathroom (which totally doesn't make any sense b/c i've never even been in his bathroom but oh well) and he totally rocks b/c i was starting to get worried. And i wanna talk about valentines day and how my friends are awesome (a couple of them gave me a glass piggy bank for v-day b/c they know i collect piggy banks) and how, and how and how...
*realizes she is exhausted and needs to go to bed before she falls over dead*

I'll tell more tomorrow, or perhaps not you'll just have to wait and see.

Candy Corn

Wow! its been a long time since I've posted anything, i'm sure it feels neglected. the ice storm a couplea weeks ago was fun, but i think i posted something about that on my xanga so no need to write the same thing twice. if ya wanna read it you can find it on there.

This weekend was a lot of fun. Probably because i spent it with my big sis. It started out kind of rocky though, I went to health services friday morning and they told me i had a fever of 102.1! that a high fever! anyway they told me to get lots of bedrest and whatever, not easily done when your going to spend the weekend with your sister and your going to see one of her friends bands that night. That was, umm... interesting. First of all it was a country band (they weren't that bad either) and noone in my family (w/ the exception of my grandmother) even listens to country. Second, it was in Winder, GA. Have you ever heard of winder or if you have, do you know where it is? so yeah, we go to this whole-the-wall Redneck bar--and when i say redneck I mean everyone is in there 40s, drunk by 9, scary looking, plaid clad, beer gut, missing teeth, cross eyed,... you get the picture. So yeah, here we are, this group of decently dressed city (i don't live in the city but i was much more city than any of them) dwelling people in possibly the grossest bar ever. i felt so gross after being in there, the place smelled like vomit and ciggarettes (which i understand the cig smell-it is a bar, but they could clean the other smell away couldn't they). All those old guys (Ok, probably in there early 30s to late 20s maybe some a little older than that) checking me out, quite obviously, and i don't really care, but just the fact that i look like i'm 14, thats just gross. It was really funny though, one (someone w/ the band-so halfway decent) offered to buy me a beer (uh no, beer is gross), then later asked my sister to dance, it was funny. after we left and were heading into the bar my sister always goes to for a drink before she goes home we got onto the topic of that guy, and i told her and she laughed, b/c he offered ME a drink, me who looks nowhere close to 18, much less 21. it was quite a fun night, i saw one of her friends from when she was in college and slept til 1 the next day. sat was less active. We rented movies and stayed home all day. we were gonna go out and go shopping or something, but i was sick so we watche princess diaries, garden state (very weird movie), and the terminal. slept til noon sun. did laundry and she took me home. it was a great weekend. I just hope i didn't make her or her dog sick. (she has a jack russel rabbit named baily its the cutest thing)

alrighty, i've gone into way too much detail, so now i'm gonna go and hopefully continue getting healthy. until next time (which will hopefully be sooner than this one was) don't you wish you could have candy corn all year round, not just at halloween? have a great whatever!

Mounds

thank you matt for helping me w/ the name of this post. (almond joy's got nut, mounds don't) i don't like almonds.

have you ever felt like you didn't fit in? like there was some big joke you weren't told and you seem to be the butt of it? like there was no one you could really tell how you feel with out getting judged--even if they say they won't judge you? if you haven't, be happy that you haven't, your not missing anything. i've been feeling sorta like this, well, pretty much since we got back from christmas break. i know its just my paranoia talking and i'm just insecure or whatever, but i really don't like it. i've sorta discussed this w/ several people just briefly, but i've been told pretty much the same thing by all of them. oh you seem to fit in w/ us just fine i don't know what your talking about... that may be true but i don't feel that way even if you do.

philip's little b-day gathering was ok. the food was good. we suprised him by going to the brick and having a little party for him. some of us decided he needed a gag gift, so we FINALLY found something we thought would be suitable for him (everything out there seemed like too much, too extreme for him) we got him "conversation cards" and signed laura's name to them. she was mad, which was expected. but aside from all the hearts all over the box there was nothing even halfway romantic or sexual about them, they were cards with questions like whats your favorite movie? or whats your favorite type of ice cream? Whats wrong with that???? laura flipped out. we were just trying to help her get the hint across to him. at this rate he's never gonna figure out she likes him. i really wanna just bluntly ask him whether he likes her or not and be done w/ this whole thing. but i know that isn't the best way to handle this and i'm trying very hard to restrain myself. And to think people thought there was something up between the 2 of us and that i liked him!!! (as more than friends, hes a great friend)

ok i guess i'm done ranting, for now at least. i really hope i get to go home this weekend, i need to do laundry and its just time to get away, and stef is going home and if i can go home this weekend i can go help ashleigh shop for a prom dress. (yay for her!!) i wish i was back in highschool so i could go to prom again, it was so fun. but ohwell, people have to grow up, and leave behind fun things and go into boring rutine lives someday :( i do wish i was just a kid and didn't have to worry about all the crazy stuff that comes with growing up and maturing and crap. oh well i'll leave on that note--whatever that note may be.

Milky Way

good night/morning everyone! i hope everyone is good. tonight was very fun. Harold had his program (slumber party w/ surprise activity @ midnite) we watched Tommy boy and played poker, I came so close to winning too, it was bad, the only reason i lost was we had 5 mins to midnight and we went all or nothing, and jess won. the "super secret surprise activity" playing sardines on main campus. yeah i know that sounds sorta dumb but it was tons of fun. i teamed up w/ christina and we made an awesome team! we were the first people to find the first person who hid (the person who hid actually hid in the place i was thinking about hiding) so b/c we were the first group to find them (only one other group found them:) ) we got to hide next. we hid in plain sight! (We hid infront of the big GCSU sign on the corner infront of the libarary) one group even walked right infront of us and didn't see us--i don't know how either, we're were laughing so hard(but quietly) and i accidentally moved-- only one group found us and another group almost found us but turned around before they got to us. we watched so many cars drive past and only one of the cars saw us (0r only one said anything to us) it was so fun. we're going to have to do that again sometime...

Mr. Goodbar

Don't you just love milledgeville? almost everyone stayed this weekend but there still was nothing to do. everyone is using this long weekend to catch up on homework--and we've only been here a week! I was just in the computer room looking out onto the road and its so calm a peaceful. i dunno if its just the calm and peaceful music i've been listening to since last night or if thats really how it is. as i was staring out of the computer lab window a bulldoser drove past down the road. I come from a small town where you're very likely to see tractors driving down the roads but i find it so strange to see such things like that here, we're in the "city" if you can call it that, not some tiny hole-in-the-wall town. i really should do my math, ihave one problem done, but i just don't want to do the rest. i wanna--- i don't know what i wanna do, i'm pretty sure i wanna be outside. I walked down to the bank today and it was so nice, i was all warm and cozy in my peacoat and beyond long scarf listening to my iPod the only thing that would have made it better would be if i had had some gloves but oh well. well, this calm reflective mood just won't let me sit still and do homework, much less type on here. hope your in as good a mood as i seem to be in :)

Fun Dip

OK, so Crest Whitestrips aren't as bad as i made them sound, actually after that first experience i got used to them and figured how to put them on better and got used to the taste, so they're not so bad at all anymore.

i got my iPod from Utopia friday, (yay) its so fun. and there is games on it so i have something to keep me entertained in math. I saw Luther, the movie, last night-- for the second time. (i'm back at the dorm now) I met some nice people who go to the lutheran church here, they offered to give me a ride one sunday and i think i'm gonna take them up on it too. (the pastor introduced the movie as a movie about martin luther King, not Martin Luther, HUGE difference)

but thats not really why i felt like posting today. I had a very strange dream last night-- i think part of the reason is ashley has had a couple of ppl come visit her and spend the night. anyway i dreamed a guy who i haven't seen in close to a year (and if you are one of my bestest best friends you should be able to figure out who i'm talkin about esp if you live in americus) came to visit me at college one weekend. and (stef if you read this IM me please) it was just so weird b/c i haven't seen him in so long, why the heck am i dreaming about a guy i haven't seen or thought about in many, many monthes? it bugs me much. but oh well thats how the cookie crumples for me sometimes. k, so have a great time and i'll try to keep this thing more up to date. until next time have some fundip i haven't had any in years!